不知道怎么回事，最近喜欢偷空听鲸鱼的叫声，声音空灵、纯静，可以让人紧绷的神经放松下来。很多次因为工作感到烦躁，亦或是晚上躺床上失眠的时候，都会打开手机听听鲸鱼的叫声，心境瞬间就平和下来了。

其实最开始听到鲸鱼的叫声是某短视频平台听到的，是一只座头鲸的叫声，刚听到的时候真的是让人惊艳且陶醉。于是就在网上寻找更多这样的声音，在搜索的过程中发现也有好多爱听鲸歌的，当然也有一些害怕听见鲸鸣的。

喜欢的人觉得这是一种心灵的洗礼，置身事外而又与世无争。害怕的人则大都是有深海恐惧症，深邃浩瀚仿佛置人于汪洋深海而又孤身一人。

一首最近经常听的歌：Whale sounds 2 hours，两个小时的鲸鱼叫声，欢快、希望、孤独尽在其中。

Today, I listened to the sound of the drum all day that didn't stop till evening. So I was thinking whose child was training so hard. By contrast, I played all day, which made me feel guilty.

I wonder if I've done something like that. I wonder if I study in my spare time like that child. It seems very seldom.

Some time ago, I developed this website and wanted to use it to record my coding notes. However, after it was established, I have tossed it many times, such as changing the theme of the website, adding some new features, but have not focused on the content of the website and sticked to writing.

So I was wondering why I did this, why I developed this website at the beginning. It's just for me to take notes in my coding time. I found that I had violated my original intention.

Since I started working，taking notes and diary happened only occasionally. When I want to do that, I just do it in the beginning days, hardly to keep the impetus of that. Not only blogging, but aslo learning English. I have wanted to learn English many times, but I never sticked to it, so I don't learn English well, nor can I read computer documentation smoothly.

In the end, actually my main purpose of writing this blog is to practice my English, and also to reflect and spur myself，although it's all nonsense.